Caught you in the arms of another

https://youtu.be/CHHsEkkCaiM Is she a better lover than I? Didn't I deserve your love? What else do you need? I already gave everything that I could give you. I even prioritized you above everything else. What else do you want? Am I not deserving for anybody's love? Am I just meant to be lied to and cheated on over and over again? I thought by loving and caring about someone so much would make people stay. But I guess not. 'Cause you still looked for more. What does she have that I don't which drawn you to her? What were the things that she told you for you to open up with her and give the attention that you were previously giving me? San pa ba ko nagkulang? San pa? Ansakit-sakit na. 😢